If i could open up,
i would open up to boundaries,
walking through ranges,
standing through oceans.
If i could open up,
i would, to all the suns outside,
brightening yet fading away,
obscured, and dim their array.
If i could open up,
i would, to this lifeless crowd,
acting like strangers offended,
craving on stage with a false fed.
If i could open up,
i would, to air stranded,
invariant, yet falling to conspiracy,
losing the hailed true identity.
If i could open up,
i would, to my own soul,
silently under the bridge of guilt,
black-eyed dreams of lift.

You can kill all your smile for she's gone today,
or you can smile all your life for she was part of it one day.
You can cry all night long for you miss her every day,
or you can cherish those nights when she was with you in gray.
You can ruin your fate for she slipped out of your hands,
or you can do it all fine, for she was once all your stands.
You can turn your head from the truth, cover the face from the world,

or you can face all the world, for she was the truth, that you loved.
You can cry at her name, you can fall to pain as a prey,
or you can feel blessed with joy, for she taught you to be gay.
You can kill your tomorrow, for she took your light away,
or you can brighten it up, for she was your only inspiration yesterday. 

WHAT I COULD THINK OF WHILE LISTENING TO ""MAGGOT BRAIN""

Like i can see HIM at bay,
right in front of my eyes,
just a couple of arms away,
all i need is a wise demise.
What matters is a melody,
the verse within my soul,
and i'll wait till you finish,
the curious universe back to a hole.
Rising sun brings it again,
a new hope of survival to all,
one soul through infinite changes,
asking for a permanent halt.
Heaven or Hell, i don't care,
as long as you walk with me,
take hold of my hand,
let the scars burn through your stare.
Pray for my rescue,
Pray for the salvation,
before the night is gone,
heed a ride in a new direction.
Bleach out my stains,
the blood coloured face,
others might as well suck,
but who gives a fuck!
Unveil me to the truths,
lies all covered,
destroy the silence of path,
let me feel the sweet aftermath.
Life is a sweet mistake,
what matters is the intake,
the distrust all over my brain,
or the positive side, rest in drain.
Take hold of my hand,
let us seek a new road,
bring rejections to an end,
new dreams slayed to end like old.
If i could live a day,
like the one when i can see you at bay,
if only i could walk with you,
i'd walk through hell straight away.

THE FUNERAL

Silence dripping out from the skies,
everyone steps behind as he arrives,
with flowers in hands,
covered of suits and ties,
Screams of life for a saviour's stand,
but all that comes back is an echo,
chasing an unheard lie to truth,
forcing the time to get slow.
Sorrow runs out of words,
yet he gotta stand for his home,
but no one there is concerened,
no one gets the grief welcomed.
And so fades the last light,
his face dead white as snow,
legs tremble as if a quake,
he hits the ground, his self being low.
Thinking it had never happened,
if GOD were so damn real!
or maybe it would have,
for HE remains angry, selfish and cruel.
Clasping the hands together,
he runs out of sense,
words fall short and so does breath,
sitting there alone, lingering to death,
To have, to love, to live, he never saw,
but he'll see it in dreams of blood forever,
forever till he knocks at doors of death great,
and so yet again, he stands up to get raped.




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BY THE WINDOW

I'm sitting by the window,
looking at the stars, shining through the glass,
with water in my eye,
the loneliness throughout the sky.
Memories of your arms, 
in my arms, on those lonely nights,
still make it hard to get through,
that i'm going far away from you.
But i leave, with a promise in my heart,
that i'll come again sweetheart,
i'll come for you my lovebird,
Oh, the time will cherish the moments then earned.
n i take out a picture of you,
with the trembling hands of mine,
driving my mind numb, the vision in haze,
all that matters, is a glimpse of your face.
Your face that keeps me alive,
the only thing that i need to survive,
n so i promise this again,
i'll return to you before i get insane,
that or i'll drown my soul,
into the shadows of time, on a dead train.
I'm sitting by the window,
looking at your face, hidden behind the clouds,
calling out your name, feeling dead low,
i'm sitting by the window... 

WISH YOU WERE HERE

Only if i could tell in your ear,
how i wish everytime you were here,
coz you're the rose of my life,
n i'm the thorn my dear,
my every sigh dried of glee,
till i sigh for you sweetie,
so turn around, close your eyes,
and let me wet those lips for a try,


Come on down and dream,
all that could be ours ,
from the blissful starry skies,
to the long sparkling nights.


You're the only way,
that i'm breathing again,
from every dusk to dawn,
i need your touch to move on,
as many times i can say, i'll say,
till my last breath fades away,
coz i've learnt the lies from world,
and you're the truth standing i love,


So come on down and dream,
all that could be ours,
your smiles that prove me right,
don't you know you're so bright?!


Come on down my darling,
and dream till the night sleeps,
till the dawn awakes again,
my last breath, till the skies rain again.




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THE NIGHT

As the sunset hits the light,
life hits him with the snow terrible,
blowing all the pieces apart,
leaving dead cold memory of a tart.
sharing a bench on the waterfall,
the waves leave the toes numb,
drowning him into a maggot brain,
silently walking away is the train.
Time flies back and there finds again,
drenched in love, now a lost man,
whispering to the grass abstract,
thoughts in a high cage cracked.
Voice echoes in the head,
as he cries in the valley of dead,
shifting through the glassy wind slow,
is a man dried of confidence and glow.
Bed reminds of a coffin comfortable,
the touch of the hooded hangman,
dreams bleed the sanity lower,
as he waits for the sleep to take over.

OLD FRIENDS

The heaven that blessed them,
they miss that feeling endeared,
all their memories together,
make 'em feel helpless in the end.


Sometimes angered with stupidity,
others a butterfly in the tummy,
how delighted they were yesterday,
and today the room gets empty.


Shared everything simply,
for more than a cause, through the eyes,
and now all they share is,
a blank hello and formal goodbyes.


Never imagined the sour part,
sugar so strong which tied,
what was feared never,
eats 'em away from the inside.


The roads to union,
driven by the fate,
disregarded by the time deceitful,
separated by their only traits.


Yes, they are old friends,
once traveled along, now far away,
lost in the roads different,
missing their good old yesterdays..

THE 21st CENTURY ANTHEM

Don't mind the feeling,
just pour your heart out,
let it come to you straight away,
or turn the way, in case you doubt.


Blind to the others' cries,
forget about the blames loads,
fix your entrapment smart,
and follow your own glory roads.


Let the conscience fade away,
empty the good old rack,
money mighty and supreme,
the world ain't nothing but a blackjack.


Snatch if it demands,
steal if you have to, unhesitant,
history gets away with time,
you won't be any miscreant.


Use your craft to outshine,
achievements are all that count,
the scum faced wolves afterall,
make the world go upside-down.


Lies are your fortune keys boy,
just try to make them run,
go with the soft-spoken knives, 
bleed others while at fun.


Do, if gotta cut them aside,
to have a lead in the league,
and the race will hail,
the beauty of a dangerous beast.


Have a dress of Satan,
let the virtues fall down,
success holds the fame,
be it at any damn amount.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                     

The Mother Sunshine

The lovely cuddling Mother Sunshine,
always takes me high,
i can feel the heat burning,
and the sweet aftermath,
the laughs and laughs insane,
let out on the worst joke ever made,
the vapour fills my lungs,
the fog wraps up me,
the train has an effect,
that none can produce,
neither Smirnoff nor RC..


The smoke appears like clouds,
and i feel like flying,
flying with the wind,
and swimming with the drift,
the hunger takes me over,
n i can not resist,
i feel thirsty,
as my head drops a bit..


Music provides me a guard,
guard from all the troubles,
and i start dancing,
till i'm bathed in sweat,
letting the sleep away from my eyes,
n i feel like such an insomniac,
for the world starts revolving,
as i close my eyes..


And then i jump up,
for i need some more sunshine,
for i need to laugh some more,
and i need to dance,
the night gets starry,
and the stars lose their light,
as my dreams get bizarre,
the dreams of success,
and the joyous dreams,
happiness becomes the flavour,
my soul tastes all the time..


Oh! I'm tired now,
tired in the morning,
as i find myself in the bed,
unknown of how i got in,
the eyes are red,
and the mind is blank,
for i had a night,
i wanted in ages to have,
Thanks Mother Sunshine,
thanks for your joint,
and thanks to good God,
whose shadow proves the Sunshine....




P.S. : For those who know what it means..! :D

Help 'em God

Oh pity! they seem hungry, they look thirsty,
aliment them, pour the rain,
young yet withered, unable to move,
free them all, for they cry in pain,
lost is the agility, hard to walk,
allow them wings, let 'em fly insane,
assign them eyes to stare at the sun,
haunted by the dark, their vision refrained,
engulfed by the sheer low, waiting to get slaughtered,
protect them, beautify the fate, 

Free them from those chains,

trapped in the games, they tend to lose,
help them triumph, don't let efforts in vain,
frustration drives them to disbelief,
show yourself God, to make them human once again..

May God Bless You With :

Sunshine, in the darkness intense,
Conscience, to help you decide importance,
Strength, to let you fight your self-demon,
Truth, to make you feel proud in God's presence..


Rains, when the life seems barren,
Speed, to conquer this world's marathon,
Skies, when your dreams tend to fly,
Faith, to keep hope alive in utmost dejection..


Cool breeze, in the scorching heat,
All the joy, right under your feet,
Music, to fill sugar interludes in ears,
Such that every moment proves to be a treat..


Shelter, when you find yourself lost,
Vision, when eyes get covered with fog and frost,
Dare, to step ahead when bound to move,
Admiration, when everyone insults and retorts..


Path, when every road gets blocked,
Friend, when everyone seems to be fraud,
Love, to fulfill your life,
Life, to love and get loved by, someone you opt..

What If...

What if, the despair of night had been missing,
and the sanguine sunshine was everywhere, bright.
What if, the lust was gone from hearts,
the remnant being affections and the love, delight.
What if, the only season was spring,
and none witnessed the autumn, its fright.
What if, they could miss the lies,
and were gratified with the truth, the only light.
What if, all the religions stood aside,
and what mattered was their union, their only rights.
What if, the hunger was of food,
and the thirst that of the water, not money, that shite.
What if, the fiddling hadn't been in veins,
and honesty was the boon in lives, the reason to stride.
What if, the enmity died out of their minds,
and cheered companionship, the cordiality infinite.
What if, the greed was just a word,
and their conscience controlled their appetite.
What if, winning meant primacy only in games,
and none craved for the moments to unite.
What if, relations were untouched of entrapment,
faith and tenderness their only trades, absent that backbite.
What if, I hadn't met you, your affection,
Would I be the same human, or just an animal, impolite?

A BEAUTIFUL REMINISCENCE

You touched me like a cool breeze,
your fragrance that of the sedating lilies..


Walked down my memory lane as an amiable angel,
how i played as a child in your lap lovable..


Welcomed thou as a divine blessing,
for i was untouched of such feelings ravishing..


Getting drenched in your amative rains seemed worth..
every other moment felt love providing me warmth..


You were the one i thought, you were my guide,
headed towards my destiny in your light..


But now you seem to be out of my life, lost is that light,
for you lighten up the path, being someone else's guide..


Like a tornado wave, you left me and did a scathe,
like a thunderstorm, you left and bled my heart to death..


Lord played a cruel game with me, alright,
sitll i respect it, knowing the fact despite..


n' i'll keep it forever, the sweet reminiscence,
the memories we had together, as a remnant, A Beautiful Reminiscence....

DEATH: THE ULTIMATE DESTINY.......

DEATH: The Ultimate Reality, The Ultimate Goal Of Life, The Ultimate TRUTH.

Ever been in a situation when all of a sudden nothing seems to be going right in your life? Nothing is there to cheer you up? Everyone seems to be helluva apathetic towards you?

That is something when you dont give a damn to your living. You just wish that you had never been born at all. Or anticipate if were, then were born dead anyhow.

And afterall you are not wrong in your ideation. Your emergence in this world, your existence on this heavenly body, anyhow leads you towards nature's only unsurpassable truth : DEATH !

What is the objective of your life ? Ever gave a thought to it ?! Well being an ordinary person, i can at-least try to depict what another ordinary person aspire for during his entity.

You tend to live coz you are born, coz you are consigned to carry on some responsibilities, without your consent. And the strange thing is that you too try to sail that ship of responsibilities across the sea of life which has got no terminus! A new burden is laid on you, even before you try to enjoy the euphoria created on completion of one task. But for what ????

Completing your scheduled goals, without giving a single concern to your real bliss. To make our relatives gratified, to keep our colleagues haapy. But after all Death will still irrecoverably separate us from them.

So the question arising in my not so "Beautiful Mind" is that, Why the hell are we born after all ? When in the end it wont even matter to anyone that someone existed. And even if it does then also it will get away with time. No one is going to remember you for his/her whole life. This is the truth and believe it or not it's gonna happen eventually.

We have no measure by which we can judge whether it was better for any individual to have lived a longer, or for that matter, a shorter life. "Or even to have lived at all." I got pretty strange feelings about what i m writing, coz I too m human. I too want to live, to enjoy the colours of life, to achieve as much as i can. But at the same moment i cant help myself from thinking about life's hindmost truth, and that is without any doubt "DEATH" !

So what if you are a millionaire, what if you are so called President of a country ! You are gonna end up just like a person living in SLUM is going to. Death comes unexpectedly. One can’t bargain with death, we cannot make a deal with death. Therefore death becomes something, which stimulates us, motivates us, to help us live in solidity and freedom.

In the presence of death we must look to the future and give thanks for our existence; our culture; our knowledge; our peace; and our unity. That is the priceless gift of the dead and the foundation on which we must build our hopes for their salvation, and for that of all humanity.

All i want to say is that "You have the time of your life before You meet DEATH on you way" !






LATER........

MORE ABOUT LOVE....

Love makes the life worth living, they say, 
the only existent, felt real.
Fair enough it might be,
one of a kind, helps every pain to heal!


Countless aspects it has got,
can touch you in any guise.
It can shrug you off one moment,
and the other, hold you tight!


Be it the affection of the procreator,
or the amorousness procured of my lovely miss!
Here i stand perplexed and embarrassed,
feeling my entity being amiss!


Purity, the essence of love,
just so hard to feel now-a-days.
All i can percieve is,
animalism and cupidity in every face!


Impersonated as the well-wisher,
will pierce your heart with steely arrow.
Will hold your hand in your high,
and let you go in your low!


A wordless dog seems purer to me,
than all those smart rascals.
For he does not discriminate you,
whether you are rich or moneyless!


You love him,
he'll show you what love is!
Hand your heart out to him,
and he'll give you his!


Won't care if you are clever or dull,
the true companion, even in your adversity!
Be his friend,
he'll show you the unwavering loyalty!


Ever found a person to die for you,
but he will, with a shine in his eyes.
For he only desires a little affection,
and touches your soul, unlike those crafty guys!


Go, have a lesson from that animal,
who seems dumb to you.
Coz he cares, more about love,
than any of us humans do!

HOW COULD IT BE

Innocence, the ornament of childhood once,

biggest strength a being could ever get.

Away from the world's cruelty,

he enjoyed life as the happiest asset!

If ever hampered by fear and pressure,

he ran for the mother beloved.

Laughed with everyone with such gaiety,

everyone seemed friend, foes all conquered!

But now the time has changed,

what he was, is perished.

For all the innocence is gone,

what remains behind, is a mind anguished!

Petrified by the world's cruelty,

which once, never troubled him.

Now all he can think of is,

anger, filth, lust and grime!

Games of joy are nowhere to be seen,

for he now gambles on flesh and blood.

Love of mother is long forgotten,

as he has sunk deep in the suborned flood!

The purity has left him,

as the violence takes over.

He seems to be nothing,

just flesh and blood, drained of fervor!

How could it be so drastic,

the change he had?

For he is the same human,

the God wanted on this land!

Now it's gotta stop,

none other but only by him.

For he can only rule himself,

and change the course of wind!

But, how is it possible after-all,

to achieve the old probity?

When he wanders in darkness of despair,

having lost all his integrity!

WHERE THE RIVER FLOWS

LIFE! A magnificent gift given to all living bodies by The Almighty. And out of all those living ones, Human is the most favorite of The Greatest Creator, very undoubtedly. You don’t need to ask for any kinda examples for this favoritism.


The power of communication, the Brains and the power to use those brains, he has provided mankind with, is remarkable! None other species could achieve it till date. Mankind is proud of those gifts, and they should be too. But these endowments are not given us for just being proud of ‘em, but there is a great wish in it, of that Holy Spirit.


He, The only true Power of the universe, wants us to fulfill the cause of our birth, to let this universe feel, our existence. And the human race has tried its best not to displease God! Every person in this World, tries his best to achieve the best in everything. (The fact that whether he is able to do so or not, is out casted here!)


Yes, despite the fact that we don’t get always what we wish for, we still try and try and TRY, again and again and AGAIN! But why?? The simple and straight answer to the question is FAITH in God! Faith, that the father of this universe, has left something in our DESTINY, and no matter what, we are going to get it in the end!


It might be true or may prove to be wrong. I wont say that it happens all the time. Still, I have my faith in God. But sometimes, this faith is shaken so badly, that it seems to be almost impossible, if that Almighty cares for us at all. Every little hope dies in the darkness of despair.


Every joyous feeling, every bliss of your life seems to be fake! Nothing seems to be true but, PAIN! Pain becomes the poison you digest, every day, every hour, every minute, every single moment of your life! The only thing you’re fed with becomes sorrow!


But it should not be so! NOT AT ALL! I’m not saying that what you feel is wrong. No, it’s life and it happens with every person present on this magnificent planet. Yes, Indeed! There comes a moment in everyone’s life when nothing is there to cheer you up!


But it does not mean that you have the right to suspect LORD’s wish. You are in no position to put up finger on KING of KINGS. No way!! Coz he has thought something better for you than this. Something wonderful that you can’t even imagine, and he has made sure that you’ll enjoy it, sometime later in the future!


What you ought to do is, to wait for that “SOMETIME LATER IN THE FUTURE”, with the truest respect and faith in Lord. If time’s playing with you, let it do so. Don’t lose your hope whatever be the situation, coz it will pass. (Everything does pass. Even this life does too!) Look to the time when you’ll live again, with the same gay feeling, you once used to.


So the concluding part is: Be it the worst what you’ve got, even after giving your best, YOU GO WITH IT! Let the wind be in any direction, YOU FLY WITH IT! Let the waves be at whatever height, YOU SAIL WITH THEM!




Let yourself flow, WHERE THE RIVER FLOWS!




LATER……………………….


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Some Of My Favorite Rock Songs...........

Here are some of my favorite Rock Songs of all times. Well, actually mine as well as Arjit's. We've tried our best to arrange them in a descending order. Still there may be some disagreements, and those are respectfully welcomed!

Songs are followed by the name of the corresponding Band and then by the corresponding Lead Guitarist.


Hope you enjoy the list....... :)




Stairway to heaven - Led Zeppelin - Jimmy Page

Smells like teen spirit - Nirvana - Kurt Cobain

Can't get no Satisfaction - Rolling Stones - Keith Richards

The Unforgiven 3 - Metallica - Kirk Hammet

Comfortably numb - Pink Floyd - David Glimour

Wish You Were Here - Pink Floyd - David Glimour

Cliffs of dover - Eric Johnson - Eric Johnson

The Day That Never Comes - Metallica - Kirk Hammet

One - Meallica - Kirk Hameet

Boulevard Of Broken Dreams - Greenday - Billie Joe Armstrong

Bleeding Me - Metallica - Kirk Hammet

Free as a Bird - Lynard Skynard - Collins & Rossington

Dream On - Aerosmith - Joe Perry

Coming back to life - Pink Floyd - David Glimour

Kashmir - Led Zeppelin - Jimmy Page

November Rain - Guns N' Roses - Slash

The Unforgiven 2 - Metallica - Kirk Hammet

All along the watchtower - Jimi Hendrix - Jimi Hendrix

I want to Break Free - Queen - Brian May

Sweet Child Of Mine - Guns N' Roses - Slash

Fade to black - Metallica - Kirk Hammet

Eruption - Van Halen - Sir Edward Van Halen

Johnny B. Goode - Chuck Berry - Chuck Berry

Hotel California - The Eagles - Don Felder & Joe Walsh

Lithium - Nirvana - Kurt Cobain

We will rock you - Queen - Brian May

Back In Black - AC/DC - Angus Young

Come as you are - Nirvana - Kurt Cobain

Aneurysm - Nirvana - Kurt Cobain

Californication - RHCP - John Frusciante

The Reason - Hoobastank - Dan Estrin

Iron man - Black Sabbath - Tony Iommi

With A Little Help From My Friends - The Beatles - George Harrison

Scar tissue - RHCP - John Frusciante

Another Brick in the Wall 2 - Pink Floyd - David Glimour

Rape Me - Nirvana - Kurt Cobain

I am Mine - Pearl Jam - Mike McCready

Kryptonite - 3 Doors Down - Matt Roberts & Chris Henderson

Hypnotize - System Of A Down - Daron Malakian

Make him happy - Nirvana - Kurt Cobain

Smoke on the water - Deep Purple - Ritchie Blackmore

Decibel - AC/DC - Angus Young

Black hole sun - Soundgarden - Kim Thayil

Rime of the ancient mariner - Iron Maiden - Dave Murray & Adrian Smith

Hey There Delilah - Plain White T's - Tom Higgenson

Make It Mine - Pearl Jam - Mike McCready

Highway Star - Deep Purple - Ritchie Blackmore

Cant Stop - RHCP - John Frusciante

Yellow Ledbetter - Pearl Jam - Mike McCready

Alive - Pearl Jam - Mike McCready